Wow

Things can change so quickly.

My heart hurts...so, so much. I miss my baby SO much.

I don't get the unfairness of it all.

I don't get why it had to be this way.

I keep expecting him to poke his head round the door and come bounding up to sit on my lap.

I miss him.

I wish I could have held him one last time.

I wish I'd kept him inside all day.

I wish bad things didn't happen.

I just wish he'd come home...